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UNBELIEVABLE! [24 Aug 2012|05:41am]

I am 28.
I am a mom to 2 beautiful boys.
Asher 3 and a half.
Greyson 1.


Time flies and life moves on and evolves.


I am so lucky to have given my heart to a boy named David. He will forever be my savior from my own unhappiness. He has brought a lightness and happiness to my heart that I could have never dreamed.


I love how in the end everything found it's place!


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Years have passed... [28 Feb 2008|02:40pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So last night I couldn't sleep I was thinking about my livejournal and I wanted to read it. So at 2am I started back on July 1st, 2002  and I made it all the way to August of 2004 by about 4am.  Between the fights with my mother and the fun times with friends I had accounts of the beginning of my relationship with David. David was my savior from unhappiness, he took me from a little girl and now I have become a strong woman. 

We recently reached our 5 year anniversary and we are married. We don't have any kids yet but we do have our pug Audrey (she's pretty much as close to as a kid that we'll get for now). 

This world of blogging is so interesting, I blogged before it was an internet passtime...I think livejournal was one of the first sites that allowed this.  I wasn't blogging for popularity or really any particular reason...I was venting...it was the one place where I could let it all go...and what is wonderful about it is that my memories of growing are all trapped in time. I can revisit them any time and just read. 

I'm glad I wrote....
I'm glad I gave a boy named David a chance inside my heart....
I feel accomplished!

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My Pet [13 Oct 2004|11:23am]
my pet!
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Moving on Up to the Eastside! [13 May 2004|05:57pm]
Well Dave and I officially moved into our own place on Monday! YES!

It's a 2 bedroom 1 & 1/2 bath Loft townhome...It is AWESOME! Everything is nice new and pretty and in 2 weeks our furniture will be in (It's on special order)

We went to see Audrey again last night, for those who don't know Audrey is our puppy! She's a Pug and right now she's only 5 weeks old, we've been visiting her once a week since she was born and now she's getting really big. We're going to California at the end of this month and we're hoping she is ready to be taken away from her mama so we can take her with us to show Aunt Pam & Uncle Doug.

Well just thought I'd tell ya we're VERY VERY HAPPY! and we love our new place!
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GOOD NEWS!!! [17 Feb 2004|03:55pm]
I'm ENGAGED!! Yes yes yes! Dave popped the question, we are getting married...sometime next spring or early summer!


The ring is BEAUTIFUL!!!

I know I should write more but I am on my way out of the office for the evening and I cant stand being here any longer. Call me if you really want details!
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Um.... [14 Jan 2004|01:43pm]
Seeing as I don't update this journal as often as I should, I'm sure it seems like I say this quite often, but oh well...

I cut my hair! again...

Yes it is really short this time, and I think I've finally found my style that I like.

Um...Dave and I are meeting Bea for lunch at the food court here at Caesars, Then tonight we're going out to dinner with my parents before my dad goes into the hospital for his heart again. It's also 11 months today the 14th for Dave and me...almost a year! SO CRAZY!

Dave and I are addicted to this videogame Silent Hill, Yeah I know we're 20 & 22 and we still like video games, So at night thats what we do, we play our game...

So thats about it here...I know my updates aren't as eventful anymore, I apologize.

TA TA for now!
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OK WOW! [02 Jan 2004|06:02pm]
2004 crazy huh?!?

The time is just flying by it seems...

February 4th is 1 year since I've been working here at Caesars Palace...WHOA!


February 14th is 1 year for David and I! Who knew we'd still be goin' strong. Love is a crazy thing, and well it was definitely meant to be!

I'm also turning 21 this year!! woohoo! I know not until October, but time will fly!! I'm not really worried about being 21 to drink, cause well...I could do that now. But I am excited cause when I turn 21 more oppurtunities here at Caesars will open up for me, which means MORE MONEY!!!! Wooohooo!

So Happy New Year everyone!
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GREAT SONG! [05 Dec 2003|02:13pm]
by: Duncan Sheik

Don't get me wrong
I'm feeling ok
But when I'm without you
It's just not the same
Don't misunderstand me
I'm feeling alright
But when I'm without you
The day turns into night...into night
You dream of a future...a possible place
Where we lie together face to face
And I'm looking forward
I will not deny
I dream of a future made for you and I
You and I

...and then I'm with you
No longer alone
When I'm with you
It feels like I'm home
And you are with me
No longer alone
How could it be?
It feels like i'm home
It feels like i'm home

I look through the darkness into the sky
The moon up above me brilliantly shines
I've never been happier watching it glow
I'm here by myself
But I know I'm not alone...not alone
I look through the brightness into the sky
The sun up above me...spitting out fire
Call me a child, call me naive
The world is much brighter
Than it ever used to be

...and then I'm with you
No longer alone
When I'm with you
It feels like i'm home
And you are with me
No longer alone
How could it be?
It feels like I'm home
It feels like I'm home
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So...its time to take a trip... [04 Dec 2003|04:42pm]
Well this Sunday night, Dave and I are flying to San Diego to pick-up my Aunt's car...(the gift that was given to me over a year ago) Well I still don't have my license, just in case you were wondering but it's okay cause Dave does all the driving anyways.

Although we're planning on getting my license ASAP cause David wants a truck.

So anyway, I haven't been to San Diego since the X-mas of 2001, so I'm SOOOOOOOOO excited! I wish we could stay longer but we're only flying in Sunday (Dave's nervous cause he's never flown before) night at 8:30 and then we're driving back early afternoon on Tuesday. Dave and I both have to be back to work by Wednesday so we can't stay any longer. Still I'm excited to see Stephanie, I think the last time I saw her was for my graduation in June 2002...yeah, that sounds about right...

I'm really excited for her to meet Dave I think she'll think he's a pretty cool guy.

So anywho, tonight Dave & I are going to buy decorations for our little x-mas tree at home, and I'm going to buy some cute decorations for here at work, the place needs some holiday cheer.

I'll update later about our quick trip to Cali.
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THE DAY AFTER... [28 Nov 2003|03:04pm]
So yesterday Dave and I fried a turkey for Thanksgiving and might I add it was the BEST DAMN TURKEY I'VE EVER HAD!! Everything turned out great, not a single thing went wrong...well except the bread rolls were kinda hard, but oh well, that's what gravy is for!

Tonight we're buying chinese food from "our restaurant" It's this hole in the wall place that makes the BEST chinese in town!! They always hook us up well...Anyways we're getting the food and taking it to my Aunt Pam & Uncle Doug's hotel room at the RIO. My Uncle LOVES chinese, and so we're spoiling him!

Well all is well, just a little update for everyone...
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Whoa these entries are few and far between... [21 Nov 2003|11:43am]
So let's see...not too much has been happening lately, just work work work...

It's great though cause Dave and I get to have lunch together everyday...He likes his job down in the mailroom...he just doesnt like his boss too much, but hey I even know how that goes.

Dave went Christmas shopping on his day off Tuesday and bought most of my x-mas gifts. I know we have over a month to shop, but we have a lot of people to buy for besides each other so we wanted to take care of eachother first. I'm going shopping Sunday with Bea...Since Dave works I'll be able to buy all his stuff and wrap it all before he gets home like he did with my stuff. We even bought a little tree, I think we're going to decorate it on Thanksgiving when we're off.

OH! about Thanksgiving...we're gonna fry our turkey! Yummy! Everyone says its the best way to make a turkey...so we'll see!

Dave and I are still very much a happy couple...I just hope it always stays that way...

Well thats about all...Just in case I don't have the time to make another entry I will wish everyone a HAPPY THANKSGIVING! now.
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20... [30 Oct 2003|11:41am]
So the birthday is officially over...now it's just another day...

Halloween is tomorrow, we may change our plans of going to that party and go with a friend and her 2 little boys trick or treating.

Last night Dave and I went to the Macarroni Grill and the food was excellent, it's one of my all time favorite resturants now. Then after that we went over to check out Cost Plus World Market...which I have been telling Dave about since we've been together. Well anyways we bought some really good Olive Oil (Dave loves to cook with it) and a pizza cutter...and somethin else I can't remember right now...

Well thats about it,
all I have to say is the night was great! It's good to be 20!
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Happy Birthday to me!! [29 Oct 2003|01:11pm]
I'm 20...WHOA! 20

I'm happy...I have my David by my side every day, and I have a good job, and I have everything ahead of me in life.

It's a birtday I wont forget...It's kinda a weird feeling when you step outside today though, the massive fires in California have caused tons of smoke to invade Las Vegas. Outside the smell of burning wood lingers. I hope things clear up over there soon.

For Halloween David and I have been invited to one of his co-workers parties. I hope all goes well and we have a good time.

For my B-day David bought me the Nightmare on Elm Street DVD collection, all 7 movies!! I've always wanted that! Then he just brought me a box of Godiva chocolates yummy! Then tonight he's taking me out to dinner and I'm gonna try and get him to go to a Haunted House with me. (I swear I am going to put on 10 pounds this birthday)
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GLORIA ESTEFAN!!! [20 Oct 2003|12:28pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]


Ok so last night was Gloria Estefan's last show and the whole time dave and I have been doing this stuff, we've failed to take pictures until yesterday when we bought a camera...we took 4 ROLLS OF FILM! My goal is to sit down and make an awesome scrap book. So anyways, last night after the show Dave and I got to hang out in Gloria's dressing room, chit chatting and just visiting like we were around any person, (Gloria is so down to earth) Gloria also personally gave me 2 of the bouquets of flowers she got from fans, and this HUGE flower arrangement that was in her dressing room for decoration (they're sitting on my desk at work now). Then we found out there was an after party at the Shadow Bar here at Caesars...and then after that there was one at Risque the club @ The Paris. Well Dave has been driving around this 15 passenger van and they requested that we take them to Risque. So I was lucky enough to go to two clubs in one night. I went with the security guard Tony, Gloria & Emilio and the rest of the bunch so I didn't even get questioned about my age (dave was there the whole time too of course). There was also this other lady who is famous in Mexico for doing a spanish talk show who was with us all night (The show is Gordo y Flaca), she was really nice and down to earth too. We stayed at the Shadow Bar for a couple hours and danced and just took pics and hung out, then when we went to Risque where we had a private room reserved for the small party we had of the dancers and band and some friends of Gloria's. It was great cause we had this special roped off area inside the room for Gloria that we were in and every girl was trying to flirt with David to get them in, but then he'd just blow them off and come over to me and the girls got the point they weren't getting in. This one girl even was hanging on his arm and wouldnt let go on the other side of the rope, so I grabbed him and sat him down next to me. and goes "Oh look I mad her jealous," and I stood up and was like "No honey I'm not jealous, you're just not gonna get in, sorry." MUAHAHAHAHA!

Dave and I both got hugs goodnight from Emilio and Gloria, and everyone else we dropped off. It was a great time, I'm still kinda in shock that all of this happend...it just seems so unreal. I can't wait to make the scrap book of everything I have, we got our backstage passes signed, and like I said 4 rolls of film, also a couple magazine articles. It's gonna be cool!

Well I just thought I would share this with everyone who would think this was cool, cause if I told my mom she'd just be pissed she didn't go. For instance...the first time we drove Gloria around and stuff Dave and I came home (cause its when we were staying with my parents) and we were so excited we got to talk to her and stuff, and my mom had been bugging me about getting her into rehearsals or backstage, and I kept telling her I couldnt, so her response to us being excited about meeting Gloria and talking to her like we did was, "Well if you're so buddy, buddy with her then why don't you get me and your dad in"...she has had nothing positive to say, I even got them unbelievable seats to 2 different shows, and I didn't even get a thank you from her, all I got was a dirty look when I told her I couldnt get her backstage. Like she thought I didn't try (and I did!) although my dad called me and told me thank you very much that he had a great time.

Well I'm exhausted, I got about 2 hours of sleep and poor David is surviving on no sleep because he had a call time of 5:45AM to take people to the airport, so he didn't bother trying to sleep.

but let me tell you...IT WAS ALLLLLL WORTH IT!!!

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P.S. [29 Sep 2003|03:24pm]

I'm gonna be 20...aaaaaahhhhhhhh!

crazy how time flies!
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It's been too long since I updated this thing... [29 Sep 2003|03:09pm]
[ mood | busy ]

So David is working the Gloria Estefan show like he did for Mariah Carey. He's working for about 2 and a half weeks this time. He's making $200 a day which will be WONDERFUL! We're staying with my parents during this time cause transportation will be easier since my parents live about 5 minutes from the strip. hmm...I wonder how this is going to work out?!?

I cut my hair again, I was going in for a trim but I ended up cutting it even with my chin this time, it's super short. I didn't know if I liked it at first but now I LOVE IT!

The Dashboard Confessional concert last week with Eric was fun. I think we both realized Chris Carrabah has lost his flair now that we're both not heartbroken anymore. Before we could sing along to his melancholy lyrics and we felt at home, but now we just realize he's become this idol for preppy high school teens, and we don't fit in...IN FACT (I felt rather old, my feet were killing me before the show was even over!)

I was also pretty sick last week, I stayed out of work 3 days, but now I'm ALLLL BETTER!

So people other than that not too much has been happenin'...same ol' same ol'...

That's all for now...adios

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I appoligize... [19 Sep 2003|01:48pm]
It has been quite a long time since I've updated this thing. I'm sorry to those who take the time to read it...

Things have been so hectic and really I shouldnt even be doing this right now cause I have a million things to do, and I am starving and right now instead of typing I should be eating, but I'll make time for some snacking.

I am going to the Used concert tonight with David & Bea. It's gonna be a blast. Then Tuesday I have the Dashboard Confessional concert with Eric since we have tickets thanks to a special someone! Yippee!

Well above all I am happy, I love living with Dave, we've begun to make a life for ourselves and its going great. We get along great, it's rare for there to be an occassional fight, but gettin' pissy with eachother does happen at times, like it does to everyone.

Alright I gotta eat before I pass out!
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hmm... [28 Aug 2003|11:19am]
[ mood | awake ]

Woke up at 7 this morning...for absolutely no reason...

Well I was going to get up and straighten my hair this morning but it's been too humid it would just be curly again by the end of the day so I didn't bother...

I bought a sandwich maker the other day at Target...it was only $6.99 it's already been used a couple times...IT ROCKS!

After work Dave and I are taking the kittens to Bea's so she can pick one out...thinking about stopping by my parents place to see Sweetpea...I MISS HER SO MUCH! Besides I need to pick up a couple more things...

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Well... [27 Aug 2003|01:46pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Called my Mom today...needed to know what bills had come in for me...

It was like pulling teeth to get the info...All I wanted was an account number from one of the bills and it turned into a lecture of how she was "busy" and it was a pain for her to read me the number...and then I said "All I need is the freaking account number and I'll leave you alone!!" Then I was lectured for another 5 minutes on how I shouldn't talk to her in "that tone" if I want her to do something for me...So I said I was sorry...and she finally gave me the number...

It's sad I'm avoiding my mother like the PLAGUE! I've been paying all my bills online except my Dell bill which is what I called to get...

She still hasnt seen my hair, I know that she knows cause she heard from my Aunt Pam, but she hasn't seen it herself. I just know she'll probably make some smart ass statement like "Well you got what you wanted, you cut off all your hair and now you're just like everyone else"...She thought because its rare having long and curly hair that I should never cut it, or else I wouldnt be "unique" She'd always say "Your hair is your crowning glory, without it you won't be as pretty"...Yeah I know...She's shallow, and crazy! I'm glad that my thoughts arent based on looks or appearance like her...

Well I LOVE LOVE LOVE my hair and thats all that matters...so I'll just laugh at her when she makes any sort of smart ass statement.

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Hidee ho! [25 Aug 2003|12:06pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Well recently I posted some pics, none of them are showing up now!! I don't get it!?! I took the best pic of Dave's pasta and it looked so yummy, but it wont show up!

Man I love old school lunch hour on 98.5 they play songs I remember listening to in elementary school, it's the BEST! the fastest hour of the day!

I've come to the conclusion that days at work drag by...simply because I know I get to go home to my honey every night. Before the days would only drag by when I knew he was going to take me home from work to my old house...but now everyday I look forward to see his smiling face and I get all those kisses!

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